John

My name is John,
And I hate you,
Your so bloody annoying,
Why can't you just stop,
You go on and on,
And then,
Ping, 
Your like an alarm clock,
You go on and on ,
And then,
Why can't you just stop,
Your like an ensemble of broken instruments,
Just playing and playing,
Not aware of the fingers I have in my ears,
Everywhere I go your there,
Your that constant jump scare,
And your irrelevance to me is so inflated with every funny face you pull at me,
Your like a maze with no exit,
Like an addiction,
Like the air,
Your just there,
And you won't shut up,
Shut down,
Go home,
Sleep,
Take a break,
Please just take a break,
Your like politics and war,
Your like the climate disaster,
Like gofundme,
Like sign this petition,
Like you,
Your orbiting around me,
Your dragging me along,
Your in my phone,
Your at my pub,
Your at the public toilets when I go for a wee,
Your Name, 
Your Name is in my brain constantly,
Your like a stalker but you don't even realise your stalking me,
Like your obsessed but you don't know it yet,
Your my pounding headaches,
The thud,
Thud,
Thudding,
Your an axe chipping away at me,
Blending my mind,
Madness is what you are,
Madness is what you are,
Madness is what you are,
You infinitely annoy me,
My name is John,
My name is John,
And I hate you. 

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