body

My tender skin tears itself,
My tender skin rips open,
My tender heart collapses,
My tender heart sinks down,
My tender brain disintegrates,
My tender brain disintegrates,

Ive lost my head now,
Ive lost myself,
Ive lost my head now,
Ive lost my worth,

I'm a goner that's what I am,
I'm a goner that's what I'll forever be

My tender lungs shrink away,
My tender lungs implode
My tender bones go to jelly,
My tender bones crack apart,
My tender eyes they retract from their sockets and my lips they glue together,

Ive lost my head now,
Ive lost myself,
Ive lost my head now,
Ive lost my worth

I'm a tender man,
I cant man up, oh
I'm a tender woman,
I'm all skin and bo-o-o-ones
We our tender people,
With angry dad's,
With fake role models,
Influencers,
And friends,

Ive lost my head now,
Ive lost myself,
Ive lost my head now,
Ive lost my worth,

Ive lost my head now




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