gone

So they've gone,

They've dissapeared,

They don't want to know you anymore,

Don't wanna see you anymore 

Be with you anymore 

Hear you,

Smell you anymore


They were the nicest, greatest, most beautiful thing,

They were a friend,

A good friend,

They can relate,

Relate to the pain,

Deppression and shame,

The charisma, comedic preferences and the want, the need,


They did listen,

They did advise 

Or atleast give positive attention,

Suppress my imperfections,

Liked me for who I was,

For who I was meant to be,

For who we were meant to be,

Friends,


But now they're the worst thing,

Because now they've gone despite knowing everything,

Despite being everything,

Despite leaving an everlasting imprint on my mind,


I want to explore,

Know more,

Fix things,

Break things,

Make things,

Take things,

All the things,

With them because they our a friend who I want to keep,

They're imprint is so, so deep,


That chance has gone,

The one about fixing things,

They weren't interested in that one,


So now they've gone,

But they our still there,

Everywhere,

On social media,

On the films that I watch, the music that I listen to, the things that make me laugh, the hobbies I have, my hair, the clothes I wear, everything,


Like to move on from this friendship,

I have to change my identity,

To completely dissacosiate from my friend I have to change everything,

Because my friend knows everything and a peice of my friend is in every single fucking thing about me,

In every single fucking thing that I see,

In every single fucking thing that I do,


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