what have I done

What have I done,
Honestly,
What have I done,
Honestly,
What have I done,
Literally,
What the fuck have I done,
You follow literally everyone other than me,
It's like I'm a crusty bogey hiding in your nose and everyone else you've blew out already,
Like fuck,
I never talked to you or talked about you or said anything about you,
But God you never talked to me,
And God you never tried,
And God you always looked unapproachable,
Like you'd murder me if I said hello,
Well once I posted about how I was the only person in my lecture,
And yes you were the only other one enrolled onto that optional module,
But never was it my intention at aiming the post at you,
And you were weird before that too,
And yes I know your autistic and I'm autistic too and maybe you don't know that about me,
And me and you maybe suffer from anxieties and a fuck load of ptsd from being different,
But my feeling is,
If you can follow the most ignorant and egotistical of students on Instagram then you can follow someone who posts nerd content too,
So maybe you think everyone but me is special,
Or maybe I'm so messed up in the head that I don't even get into the autism gang,
Maybe you believe I don't like you,
I don't know,
But honestly,
What have I done,
Honestly,
What have I done,
Honestly,
What have I done,
Literally,
What the fuck have I done,

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