love people

I love people,
But do people love me,

Sometimes it feels like it's the latter,
Like they stand for themselves and them only,
The way they push past me and walk past me like im a lamppost in a street,
The way they invest in stocks not humanity,
The way they hold my hand not to show connection but to control me,

Do people even love themselves though,
Do they know what it feels like to kiss their own palm,
To hold their own hands,
To sink into their own joy,

Me I love my duvet,
I hug it as I sleep,
It keeps me warm and it doesn't laugh at me,
Me I try to love all people,
But some murder others for the fun of it,
And some don't like me,
The world would be a better place if we loved each other,
But we our incapable of respecting each other's opinions and just letting things be,

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